Sunday, August 6, 2017

The End


I looked to the heavens
and I  looked to the sea, 
on the contrary there 
was just me. 

Rain mixed with sunshine
gray skies and blue 
no matter how I wish 
no wish  would come true.

I scribbled on a page 
and then tore it all out, 
leaving a void where
where the sorrow 
would mount.

I had to believe it and 
to know it was true
you walked away 
and the heartache 
just brew. 

I begged and I cried
to be next to you, 
to share in a moment
 or a hello or two. 

But the absence remained
and the void it just grew
and I  wrote and I wrote
to pretend it was you.

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics

I Forgot How To Live

I forgot how to live,
forgot how to  love
forgot how to dream
without you.

I forgot how to sing,
forgot how to dance,
forgot how to care
without you.

I forgot how to smile,
forgot out to laugh
forgot what it means
to share.

I forgot how to see
forgot how to feel,
forgot how to touch
with out you.

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Rainy day......

I wanted to tell you,
I wanted you know,
to whisperI  love you
and never let go.

Hour after hour
the rain never stops,
the sun has faded and
I'm feeling a bit lost.

Words of the heart
and words of the soul
record the mystery
of this magical hold.

Forever and always
a common phrase
until our souls came
together and the meaning
changed.

One day or a thousand
and wherever I go,
I'll whisper I love you
and never let go.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

... very long.

I dream't myself a love story
and I told myself a tale,
created an ending
under a spell.

I wrote myself the words
and I sang the song,
such a tease to the spirit
for so very long.

Reality had spoken
and I had to let it go,
as time has passed
and the truth showed.

I dream't myself a love story
and I told myself a tale,
created an ending
under a spell




Sunday, April 17, 2016

Numb

Time reveals
in different ways
life as it should be
day after day.

We sometimes deny
and refuse the truth
a heart that realizes
even though aloof.

No more weeping
nor sorrow to the mind,
forget we have no control
over time.

I see the chapters
with a different view,
broken hearts
silhouette against the blue.

I am not sure
what I felt,
confused was I
but I can tell you
there was teardrops
in my eyes.

Saturday, April 16, 2016

Painful whispers

It is incredible how time can 
alter how we view a chapter.


The more you know,
the less you wish you knew.


~

" Becareful what you wish for"
It is not time that changes, it's our ability to look directly into the truth and accept it. 


~

It is not that I am not the same person,
it is just that I have come to terms with reality..

~

I escaped into a moment,danced on the cloud
fell and got back up...funny how time softens the fall.

~

If you ever saw a fly in a spiders web
you would know exactly how I feel.

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Empty Inside

To experience the magic of love
is to feel the void in its absence.

There is a void in my heart
from the absence of you
for I feel your love and
I know you felt it too.

My own dark cloud,
won't move away
it lingers like darkness
when you are away.

I'd conjure up a storm
and whisper to the wind
to tell you how I am feeling
and the pain within.





Sunday, March 27, 2016

Experience

In retrospect I find that the experience both good and bad are part of living. It reminds me of the old adage " better to have love and lost than never to have love at all."  Upon closer review of my own heart I find like passages of time scrolled within my soul the markers which reveal the greatest amount of inner growth.

Smiles between two hearts
and souls merged as one,
the closer you look within,
the more you'll see our love.

Chapters that have faded
and others bold as can be,
tell the story of how much
you mean to me.

~
Is it crazy to love so deeply?

~
Crossing all barriers
of heaven and earth,
to embrace your love
of infinite worth.

Energy passing
from soul to soul
sharing the chapters
where happiness unfolds.

~

Just a little closer,
lay here next to me
hearts beat in unison
for all eternity.

To share in each moment,
to wake and you smile and
upon the bonding of souls
my heart will reconcile.

~
Sadness placed me at the gateway,
love led me through and upon
entry to the heavens the world took
on a different hue.