I  have learned allot in your absence 

1  adults play games 

2 not to believe people they do lie

3 shield the heart, then you don't have to nurse a broken one

4 trust is so important and very rare

5 keeping emotions in check is necessary

6 there is no perfect

7 no one belongs on a pedstal

8 God has a plan, we just need to believe that

9 men and women think different , rephrased people think different

10. Be truthful to self

11. there is an end

I am confused by the pain in my heart,it fails to heal.

Journey Forward

There is an old adage" what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"and yet a void remains that cannot be filled. There are several things that I became aware of, " you can never go back, you never get the same opportunity twice and healing has nothing to do wit h forgetting."I feel very much like the rabbit in our animal kingdom and I have been picked apart by the hawk. It was something said in conversation " I leave myself open to be hurt
"My emotions are very very deep, disappointed, angered and hurt.I have reviewed choices like a broken bone that healed, it mends but a scar remains as a reminder. 
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