Monday, December 14, 2009

Dreams...the foolish side of our spirit.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Sometimes... It takes a view through the heart.

I gave without thinking and it's no surpise, that he took my heart and that's where it lies. I didn't know till he was gone, how much he meant all along. Something was missing, like stars in a sky and a sunless summer day and river gone dry. My heart cried for a very long time, trying to heal the soul and mind. The days long and the nights cold, a reminder of the emptiness and the very black hole. Love, love where have you gone?don't you know my arms are where you belong. Love, love can't you see, how blue the sky when you're with me. Love, love can't you hear, the song of my heart that sings for you dear. I gave without thinking and it's no suprise, that he took my heart and that's where it lies.

Sometimes it takes reality to break the fall.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Combinations - I'm On The Outside Looking In

Souls meet,
hearts bond,
wrong time,
different songs

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There is a old saying " to be careful what you wish for. " So as I feel the chill of memory encapsulate my soul, I race to escape the moment and rest my spirit.

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The bonding of a soul is a glimpse at forever.


Thursday, November 19, 2009

Angels

There is a story that I know the angels tell,
of a love so wonderful from heaven it fell.
It knew no boundaries and the mountains
it climbed, the love of a lifetime elevated
to the sublime.

There is a song that I heard the angels sing,
in the blue of the sky above the trees.
The music is magic that only lovers can
hear, in the dark of night in morning air.

There is a dance I saw the angels do,
celebrating the love of two.
Images high up in the sky documenting
the joy of you and I.

There is a dream that the angels send,
gentle and soft as a bunny cuddling,
my eyes closed and my heart knows ,
the dreams the angels send.

There is a moment engineered by the angels
above, special and so filled with your love,
seen in the sky through snowflakes and
fields of rye, angel love dusted here.
You can only keep the mind so busy,
before it speaks to the heart and
raises a flag of emptiness and
loneness to drive the soul mad.

Tears of sorrow from the ache
of the heart, eternal weep
that holds the dark, never
heal, never dry, tears of
sorrow never lie.


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The guilded memory reveals a lie,
he told me that he cares and
yet he toys with my mind.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Heartache

Whether the haunting sound of song touched my soul or the memories failed to release their hold upon my heart, I felt an incredible ache of what could have been. Silence toyed with the mind and I felt inside a death from the silence. My head spinning and my heart weeping as I raced to the darkness, reaching and grasping to feel your embrace.

What trickery does thy heart play on the moment. To sense your very being, to beg to hold you tight, to dream the dreams of lovers, hand in hand through day and night. Tears of mixed confusion, trying to understand and caught in the abyss the storm alone commands. Damned be the moment, damned be the soul, for once a path is crossed damned be the fool.

Just a little closer

Just a little closer,
let me whisper in your ear,
words of love for only you to hear

To you heart I'm speaking,
to your soul a song I sing and
from my spirits comes the gift of loving.

Feel me close my darling and know I'm
there with you as if the sweetest whispers
soar to the heavens with all my love for you.

Just a little closer,
wet me whisper in your ear,
words of love for only to hear.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Whisper My Heart

I played it from memory,
I sang it from heart,
the words of love,
to bring you from afar.
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I saw in the darkness,
I felt you near, the man
of my dreams, the magic
in the air.

Monday, November 2, 2009

I shall

I came here in secret to write his name, in the blue of the heavens, in the mountains of grey. I want you, I need you, I love you so much, with my heart I beg to feel your touch.

Afraid the silence would control the day, would you look to the heavens to hear what I have to say?It's clear and wonderful, magical indeed, the words of love from my soul through a dream.

Escorted by rainbows, the colors they fell and with each hue your love I felt. In the blue of the sky, in the grey of the shore, in the green of the mountains, in the yellow of sunlight that I truly adore.

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This my morning whisper,
to you my darling love,
that I shall hold you in my heart,
from earth to heaven above.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

It is amazing when you close one of your senses down, how much more heightened another becomes. Close your eyes and allow the dreams to bring the vision of love from your heart. I whispered to you sweet words of love and how much I need you and the return of your love. It was pretty incredible, music filled the air and I imagined us dancing on the clouds and feeling the embrace of hearts as the dreams brought you near.

Holds that moment...

Monday, September 21, 2009

.. and the heavens whispered back to me.

I whispered to the mountains and
whispered to the sea and than I
looked unto the blue sky and the
heavens whispered back to me.

Love is not a notion of what it is I
believe, love is the energy that filters
through all my dreams. Courage,
happiness and all that is meant to be.

I whispered to the mountains and
whispered to the sea and than I
looked unto the blue sky and the
heavens whispered back to me.

Love is never painful, never angry
or filled with greed, trusting and
wonderful beyond what anyone
can dream.

I whispered to the mountains and
whispered to the sea and than I
looked unto the blue sky and the
heavens whispered back to me.

Listen to your heart, allow your
soul to lead, remember that
expectation hinders the miracles
as they weren't meant to be.

I whispered to the mountains and
whispered to the sea and than I
looked unto the blue sky and the
heavens whispered back to me.

What is the honest truth? I really believed he loved me, I thought he truly cared and I believe our souls merged in the outer hemisphere. Rainbows are not forever, dreams fade away but love that is true and wonderful is here till the grains of sand all but wash away.


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Star Dust Set A Fire


Shadows cast to the sea, your soul so beautiful but you are what I need. To feel the pleasure of your sweet flesh and the tease of your kisses up and down my chest. Your eyes like star dust set a fire, the sparks in the heavens which light up the hour .I wanna hold you in the light of the day, allow my heart the pleasure of making love this way Shadows cast to the sea, your soul so beautiful but you are what I need.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

The brain is a mass of electrical and chemical circuitry. It is vulnerable to climate, nutrients as well as an internal and external response to the physical. Energy both absorbed and spent perform daily to our surroundings. The ultimate is finding a balance within the body and mind that brings a certain amout of peace to the moment.

The healing of the heart and the mind takes ... i'll finish tomorrow, I am tired right now.

...it is a heavy case of IF

I sometimes feel circumstance weighing down upon my soul and so I have created this safe haven where my spirit is set free. There is no judgement, no right or wrong, the pleasure is in the moment where the heart is captivated by song. The music is a little different, it gathers all the sounds, from the caw of a crow, a hound dog on the run, the ticking of a clocking and children laughing and having fun.

In reality I am here to think, to escape and to explore and allow my spirit to see that life is so much more. My thoughts and desires, my soul traced dreams and the understanding of the day when doors cross swing.I am not racing to the attic where the webs are thick and the spiders await a visitor to devour at breakfast time. I am closing my eyes and the visions are mighty clear, I 'm in a field of daisy's and you're standing there. The sun is shining and the sky is an alluring blue and I feel the seduction of walking and hand in hand with you.

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Sings> If

If I could be anywhere,
I'd be with you,
dancing in the blue,
making love to you, baby.
If I could be anywhere.

If I could turn the hands of
time, I'd erased all thirty
five and rewrite them
and make you mine, baby.
If i could turn the hands of
time.

If I could create a storm,
it would be out of the norm.
Thundering your name and
kisses in the rain, baby.
If I could create a storm.

If I could make a dream
come true, I'd spend my
life with you, Loving you
baby. If i could make a
dream come true.

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...at heavens door.

The silence is broken by the song in the heart,
sings of happiness full of laughter and glee and
whispers of love like the first day of spring.