Sunday, June 27, 2010

I believed and so it was easy to give you my heart.

...and you never said goodbye!


Put your head on my pillow,,, mmmm and I'll whisper in your ear. Oh! baby I love you, I love you dear. Open your arms and hold me tight, I'll love you forever and these feelings I won't fight....... I'm in love, yes it is true, I"m in love, from the first time I met you. You sang with my heart, you danced with my soul, you made love to my being in a ever lasting hold. Oh! baby, I love you, I love you dear.

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I don't know what is happening, I don't how you cast that spell, but once I was in heaven and I stood at the gates of hell. I bartered with the devil, "you can have my soul, if I can have his love and on this earth forever hold. " The devil he just laughed, ' I can't take the credit, no contract do we have, as someone else has brought together and to heaven you'll transcend" Why do I feel such and ache? why did he stop from loving? why did he leave and my heart break?" No one seems to answer, not even the angels from above and so I ask once more is this the way my life will end? The darkness places a blanket and another day is gone and i can't help from wanting the arms of love to hold me strong. Tears no longer falling, no song can I hear, the dance upon the heavens has all but disappeared.

Silly, silly, silly moments, I can't stop from loving you, so I close my eyes once more to sleep and dream my dreams of loving you.

There is an emptiness where once was a spark,
from the moment you went away and took my heart.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Life Goes On

There is a big difference between our expectations and reality. I am not quite sure exactly what it is that bothers me more, that life isn't carrying on as usual or that the outcome isn't as expected. Maybe it's a little bit of both. I do know for certain that is has to do with energy. There is a variety of sources that stimulate in an inspirational and fun kind of way.

I am here, I am here my love,
I am the morning sunlight,
the stars at night and the energy
that flows through my veins can
exhaust the soul in flight.

I am the song, I am the song you
have yet to hear, the words of my
heart meant only for your ears.

I am here, I am here my love,
I am the morning sunlight,
the stars at night and the energy
that flows through my veins can
exhaust the soul in flight.

I am the dance, the dance upon the
clouds, with you I'm the embrace of
love that from the heavens has fallen
down.

I am here, I ma here my love,
I am the morning sunlight,
the stars at night and the energy
that flows through my veins can
exhaust the soul in flight.

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Monday, June 21, 2010

I don't think you can ever truly let go,
for that witch forged its way into your
heart cannot be easily stripped from
it without damaging the soul.


Thursday, June 17, 2010

I can't forget what is one with my heart...

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It is sorrow which blankets heavily upon the moment.

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I weep for the end is the death of my soul.


Friday, June 11, 2010

and times goes on.

I am torn with mixed feelings,
one that I truly thought I knew him,
to find that I only knew what he wanted me to know.

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It's been quoted that time heals,
I think it prematurely scabbed over
as deep inside it still festers.
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I so wanted to believe in the Fairytale love.
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It's a chocolate bar moment.

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I refuse to allow hate into the equation.
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The fantasy has nothing on reality.
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There is an old adage" it is not until you have something taken away do you know what you missed or absence indeed makes the heart grow fonder. "I never knew it was possible to love in such away, until I felt that ache inside of me.

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Standing in the Y of the road, turns right!
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I would have been a bigger fool had I not
chanced to open the doorway to love.

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One life, I thank God for the experience!




Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Lost Chapter

Lost in darkness,
filled with despair,
barriers built of
common fear.

The pain lingers as does his memory.


In my desperate attempt to make sense of that
which does not I found myself grasping aimlessly
into the abyss.

The void remains as with his absence so went my heart.

There are no more tears left to fall.

If only he could have loved me a little bit more.

So goes my heart...


It is in the silence that I hear the loudest of voice.

I would cry once more if the tears would erase his memory.
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To reverse the hands of time and spare my heart.

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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The whispers of the heart

I vowed to my heart a place in time where our love shall forever reign and as I placed my lips to the wind I crossed the barriers that life had made. Confusion carefully unmasked and the revelation all will see is that love indeed conquers all when at first you dare to believe. The storms of life were moving, the rays of sun reflecting off my breast, for I stand before you heart and soul without the flesh. Feel the tenderness meant only for your hands and the whispers in the wind a treasure one cannot demand I vowed to my heart a place in time where our love shall forever reign and as I placed my lips to the wind I crossed the barriers that time indeed had made